trudarkness

Sometimes I feel like Malvina from an old Soviet cartoon: cr..

Sometimes I feel like Malvina from an old Soviet cartoon: creative, dreamy and always ready to help 💙

Even the hair matches! All that remains is to mеet the very Pinocchio who will not forget where he left his key 😌✨

Do u also watch ur old favorite movies and anime because the..

Do u also watch ur old favorite movies and anime because they are related to some period or events in life? 👉👈

For example, when I watched "Seraph of the End", so many interesting and important things happened in my life ^^ that sometimes I can watch a couple of episodes to remember those times and feel that vibe again ahaha ;3

Hey, I'm at home 🎀We've been through a lot together, and it'..

Hey, I'm at home 🎀

We've been through a lot together, and it's thanks to ou I'm still here 🙏 I can't even begin to tell u how much ur support and financial help meant to me 👉👈 Of course, I could say "thank" a million times, but instead, I want to show my gratitude in a different way hehe ^^

In short ✨ magic ✨ does exist in the world – it's people and their endless kindness and trust. I hope everyone can find that magic and help other people's dreams come true!!!

Love, Trudy <3

I’m that person who’s always bargaining with time. Alarm goe..

I’m that person who’s always bargaining with time. Alarm goes off? Just 5 more minutes 🙏

Need to leave? Eh, 5 more minutes. Deadline?^^ Okay, okay… fine, I’m on it! Those 5 minutes are magic, though. Somehow they’re both the laziest and most productive moments ever. U can either plan ur world domination or just bury ur face in a pillow and drift off 💤

And honestly? Sometimes those 5 minutes make all the difference. Dreams, ideas, or just the best little slice of sleepy happiness :3

So… 5 more minutes, and I’ll totally get stuff done оr not 😏

When I was taking those photos, I used ancient Greek sculptu..

When I was taking those photos, I used ancient Greek sculptures for reference, u know, I just tried it out and stuff >.<

But it didn't look too bad, did it? 👉👈

Did u hear that the moon princess got a new nickname >.< NO?..

Did u hear that the moon princess got a new nickname >.<

NO? Do u really not know about the delicate flower? How awkward it turns out 🌙🌷

I just wanted to make one wish, maybe u can relate hehe ✨Let..

I just wanted to make one wish, maybe u can relate hehe ✨

Let there be only sincerity and understanding in the world, maybe some more delicious food...аnd teddy bears too 👉👈Those aren't the most original girl wishes, are they?! lol

It seems like my creative experiments went a little beyond t..

It seems like my creative experiments went a little beyond the canvas 😳💞

I decided to try something a bit unusual and I really hope it paid off. Who says u can't express love through makeup? ^^

I definitely wouldn't be allowed to go to class in that outf..

I definitely wouldn't be allowed to go to class in that outfit...but maybe u don't have a dress code here? 👉👈

Small but fierce 🦇💖 Krul Tepes may look cute, but don’t unde..

Small but fierce 🦇💖

Krul Tepes may look cute, but don’t underestimate her… or maybe you should take the risk? <3

This is one of my very first cosplays, and if only u knew how amazing it feels to bring it to life again!

🌈 Looks like I’ve found the perfect combo: a little warmth, ..

🌈 Looks like I’ve found the perfect combo: a little warmth, a little coziness, and a touch of artistic chaos

In the end, it’s hard to tell who’s painting whom: me or the canvas. Maybe this is a new form of meditation? ^^ оr maybe I just forgot how to hold the brush properly....What does a true moment of inspiration look like for u?

貴方は愛してる I like to unsubscribe small messages like this for u..

貴方は愛してる

I like to unsubscribe small messages like this for u >.<

just so that you use the ahaha translator more often ahahh

You know, there are things that are easier to put in writing and in another language...but hey, me can cheat from time to time 👉👈

Maybe I should just be a cat and meow with happiness from ti..

Maybe I should just be a cat and meow with happiness from time to time 😆✨

I know it sounds WEIRD and maybe even RIDICULOUS, but I hope it made u smile at least ^^

The holidays have totally exhausted me, but I can't let them..

The holidays have totally exhausted me, but I can't let them get in the way of my plans and work. It's such a tough dilemma 😳

I need to unwind, but how do I make the most of my time? And there's also the responsibility to others… Is this what growing up is all about? How do I deal with these feelings? >.<

Have u forgotten what I look like? 👉👈I haven't posted simple..

Have u forgotten what I look like? 👉👈

I haven't posted simple selfies in a long time...аnd here I am ^^

I've been feeling kinda nostalgic lately, u know, rememberin..

I've been feeling kinda nostalgic lately, u know, remembering all my favorite characters. Isn't that a good thing? 😳💞

Makeru mon ka 👉👈

Makeru mon ka 👉👈

This year flew by so fast...It’s been a special one. We drea..

This year flew by so fast...

It’s been a special one. We dreamed together, shared stories, and supported each other through it all. Thank u for your warmth and belief in me — it means more than words can say^^

🎄Next year, I promise to bring u even more joy while I keep working toward my dream — a cozy apartment where every corner inspires

Here’s to 2025 bringing all ur deepest wishes to life! I know we’ve got this together 🎉

Happy New Year in advance ;3

Trudy 🖤

When the clock hits 12 o'clock, make a wish from ur heart^^ ..

When the clock hits 12 o'clock, make a wish from ur heart^^ They say the brightest star in the sky can make it come true 😳

But that's just a rumor, so whether u believe it or not is up to u...but what if Sailor Moon could help? ✨

I don't know about everyone else, but for me, Christmas is t..

I don't know about everyone else, but for me, Christmas is the time to really relax^^ A soft blanket, a cup of cocoa, or manga that have been waiting for their moment 🎄❄️

How about u? Did u have any quiet, cozy moments this holiday, or was it all about running around? Maybe not exactly a New Year's look, but I wanted to hehe 🖤

Meow, are u already in the circle of ur loved ones and eatin..

Meow, are u already in the circle of ur loved ones and eating turkey? Can u treat me too?? 🤭✨

I just wanted to wish you a great time during the holidays and enjoy the moment. Remember that u deserve the best and have the right to dream and make ur plans come true^^ So make innermost wishes and realize them. I believe and I know🌟

And if u get lonely on Christmas eve, then write me hehe >.<

Someone says it's weird to sleep with plushies when you're g..

Someone says it's weird to sleep with plushies when you're grown up...Well, I guess I don't really mind that lol 🐻💫

What color makes u feel powerful and confident? 🌹

What color makes u feel powerful and confident? 🌹

Sometimes I just want to feel cozy, u know? And when I look ..

Sometimes I just want to feel cozy, u know? And when I look at these pictures, what do u think of? 👉👈
Or do I look like a heroine from a movie the one who picks flowers and milks cows? I have no idea......>.<

This rabbit has settled in ur feed, is it bad or good? 🐰🐾

This rabbit has settled in ur feed, is it bad or good? 🐰🐾

Sometimes I just want to add some color to my life..I couldn..

Sometimes I just want to add some color to my life..I couldn't think of a better way to do that than to treat myself with some goodies ^^

Why are store shelves so full of bright packages and juicy fruits in winter 👀 Is this some kind of marketing ploy?? аhaha

I’ve been thinking a lot about how to say this 👀 Sometimes, ..

I’ve been thinking a lot about how to say this 👀

Sometimes, to take that big step towards your dream, u just have to admit u need help. As you know, I’m raising money for my move, and it’s not just a wish — it’s a real necessity to change my life and be happy with u... But I get it, everyone wants some clarity, that’s totally normal! I totally understand!!! I’ve just been shy to talk about it so openly (╥ω╥)

I want to thank all the heroes who are helping me, and maybe will help me, not just in the usual way, like we do on OF, but also with some simple human warmth and support 🌟 How about video greetings, shoutouts, or even a blog about the move, hehe? Anyway, I’m ready to not just give, but also listen to ur special wishes. Who knows how far we can go? ^^

I just want to say again, ur support isn’t just a kind gesture to me It’s a chance for a new life, and I truly appreciate every contribution, no matter how small. Thank u for believing in me ❀

Trudy 🖤

I’m back, and I’ve missed u 👉👈I could go on and on about how..

I’m back, and I’ve missed u 👉👈

I could go on and on about how much I appreciate and thank u, but I’ll just say I’m excited to spend as much time here as possible. It’s always nice to return to a place where you’re wanted and valued 💘

🙌 I finally made up my mind 🙌All this time, I doubted myself..

🙌 I finally made up my mind 🙌

All this time, I doubted myself, I was scared, and I thought it was impossible. But enough is enough! I don’t want to live in a space that drags me down and stifles my dreams anymore. I’ve set a goal — to move to a place that will truly feel like home. Somewhere cozy, bright, and inspiring. It’s a big step, but I know I can do it.

Every small action from now on will bring me closer to this dream!

Thank u for ur support and belief in me — u always give me the strength to keep going 💫

I feel like the main character in some drama series where ev..

I feel like the main character in some drama series where everything just keeps going wrong ((((

Sometimes it seems to me that my apartment is literally mocking me 🙃 Every day something new: the faucet is leaking, mold is back in the corner, or and not the most prosperous area. I always try to get home as early as possible in order to make it before curfew or something worse, if u understand.

And as if that wasn't enough, my landlord recently told me that I needed to move out as soon as possible because they were selling the apartment. Of course, why not, right? I just dream of a cozy, safe space where every little thing would inspire me, and not exhaust and scare me. But for now… I’m just trying to hold it together.

I want to say thank u for all your kind words and support. I read every single message with tears in my eyes >.<
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