Hey y’all!!! So after announcing that I’ll be stable on here..

Hey y’all!!! So after announcing that I’ll be stable on here, and announcing multiple comebacks, and being too anxious to open messages for weeks on end, I’ve officially become the worst OF creator of all time!! 💕💕 So since some of you have expressed interest in my personal life, I’ll let you know what’s been up. A few weeks ago I went through a traumatic event that I was SURE would break me, it didn’t. I’m such a tough cookie! I’ve been having to take meds that make me super sick because of the event, but I’ll be done with them soon luckily ^^ I had a really amazing birthday on the 14th!! My best friend @boned_bunny got me the cutest little dress I’ve ever owned and bought me nipple piercings!! It was such an amazing time :)) I wanted to make my comeback actually on my birthday….. but I accidentally tripped severe balls I had what a few people have told me sounds like an ego death. By total accident I mixed some substances together and had the most terrifying experience of my life thus far; I don’t think I’ll ever experience something like that again unless I get severe dementia or schizophrenia or some shit. I’ll spare you the graphic details. When you’re not ready to experience something that intense, it can be a little traumatic on the psyche. For a few days afterwards I had really bad paranoia and wasn’t convinced my life was real or that I was supposed to be alive. Horrible. I’m mostly grounded now and feel a little closer to reality. I won’t make any promises on how consistent I’ll be. As much as I’d love to do this full-time, things seem way too unstable at the moment to promise ANYTHING!! Keep your expectations low for your favorite worst content creator ❤️❤️ I love you very much and appreciate you beyond belief. Even if I doesn’t seem like it because I’m too anxious to talk to you. I’m just VERY shy and