Happy Saturday! I have a question for you: What makes you s..
Added 2021-05-29 21:46:58 +0000 UTCHappy Saturday! I have a question for you: What makes you smile when you get up in the morning? I don't really know why, but for me it's the sun. And of course, cuddling the bf while he's still asleep. But the sun is what makes me want to get up in the morning. I remember back in Florida I used to have these sheer blue curtains (if you've seen my way older vids, then you've probably seen them). I hated them because they were sheer and I felt exposed since my room was right next to the street even though there were trees there. But I also loved them and the way the trees and curtains would let the light in. I knew it was morning, and that it was beautiful, and that I was going to have a good day somehow. Now, living in California in the city, it's a different story. There are neighbors right behind my room and I don't have that luxury of having sheer curtains to let natural light in. I have blackout curtains instead and they make me lazy and tired because my brain still thinks it's nighttime. And then, I came up with a bit of a solution. I'd have my alarm wake me up, and I'd open the curtain just a tad while in bed. Once I'm up, I'll open the curtain some more to light up the room without having to use my lamps. And it makes me feel good and refreshed, and makes me want to do things rather than be tired all the time.
