Hopefully, I am at 100% tomorrow though. I feel super behind..
Added 2021-05-25 05:06:54 +0000 UTCHopefully, I am at 100% tomorrow though. I feel super behind on making content and working on customs and that itself stresses me out which is probably the main reason for my lingering migraine now. I've had so many missed opportunities the past few weekends because I was either in a bad state of mind or just physically ill. And yeah, I should be able to take care of myself first, and you guys are always so nice and patient with me. But it does get to me when I can't be productive. I have this instilled mindset in which if I'm not doing something or working towards something, that I'm somehow failing myself and everyone else. It's something that I guess I grew up with as my parents were always working to survive that I barely got to spend time with them. And I'm like that too now, among other contributing factors. I have that restlessness to keep working, learning, practicing, etc. Heck! The game I was playing last night was Car Mechanic Simulator because I wanted to learn in case I ever have to fix my own car lolz. But I am trying to slow down a bit more and be more willing to let go of things. I guess the question then becomes: What is it that I let go of?
