What was my most sexual humiliating experience ever? I said..

What was my most sexual humiliating experience ever? I said I like to be humiliated, and now everyone wants to know all about it. I think we may have strayed from the point. What many consider humiliation, I consider two thumbs up awesome. I have to think about this one. Alright, it was a guy named Scott. He probably introduced me to the world of humiliation and in a big way. Early 90's, in my early 20's, I'm already cheating on my husband, and then I found Scott. To this day, hands down the longest, fattest cock ever, including the dudes I shot porn with. He taught me what it means to cum. I mean, really cum. Get stupid types of orgasms. You get the idea, which is how he ends up getting control of you. First, his dick is an amazing sexual event just to see it and even more incredible to have it inside of you. Second, he uses it in such a way that I would cum so hard I couldn't put sentences together afterward. I was so into him and his dick that I begged him to let me leave my husband and move in with him. He wasn't having it. Why would he? He would beep me on my pager, and I would be sucking his dick 5 minutes later. Plus, he was seeing all kinds of women at the same time he was fucking me, and I'm sure they were hot as fuck. There are a million stories with this guy. We did a lot together over the several years we fucked. He moved to MN, and I even offered to move with him, but he just laughed, and out the door he went. I never saw him again. First, I will tell you how I wanted it to go, not how it did. This is my fantasy, and I hope I live this cock slave life one day, so no, it isn't true, and the facts are loosely based. Again, the following is my fantasy. The end explains what actually happened. I think I was 23 when he had his friends come over and fuck me over a sofa ottoman. There were 4 of them plus himself, to begin with. When they all showed up, he simply said, "Wanna see something cool?" and they were like, "Okay." He called me over and told me to suck his dick in front of them. This was a first for me, and I didn't want to at first, but he held firm and said if I didn't want to, I could leave and not come back. I sucked his cock and drank his sperm in front of all his friends. He then told me to pull my pants down and lean over the ottoman, and I did, thinking he was going to slide his big floppy dick inside of me. He then asked who wanted to fuck me? I pulled my pants back up and said no. He tried to get me to drink, offered me weed, and refused. So he told me to leave then. I was embarrassed, ashamed I went as far as I did, so I left. There is something in me, though, that said turn around slut, go back. I came back five minutes later. I pulled my pants down, bent over the ottoman, put my ass in the air and let all four of them fuck me unprotected, spray my insides down with their sperm, and then laid there like I was told for 20 minutes dripping coffee cups amount of jizz out of me. Then two more guys showed up, and Scott told them to fuck me if they wanted; everyone else already did. The one guy put it in me and fucked me hard, and he was the only one who made me cum. He finished himself inside of me, and shortly after I came, they made jokes at my expense for having an orgasm, called me all kinds of appropriate slurs, and egged the last guy on. He wouldn't do it. This is where it really got intense. Scott told me to beg him to put his cum inside of me. I didn't want to, but I knew I was going to anyway. Scott was going to tell me to get out if I didn't. His friend felt bad for me and tried to get Scott to move on to something else, but Scott didn't have it. I ended up groveling for him to fuck me until he came in my guts. He never did do it, but it satisfied Scott. Scott came over and fucked me instead, and between his dick and all the jizz lubricating my insides, I went off like a bomb. He blew his load inside of me, pulled out, put his dick in my mouth, and told me to clean him up, and I did exactly as he asked in front of 6 other guys. Everyone was dead quiet while I was doing it. They were all feeling like things had gone a bit too far. For most chicks, it probably would have been. I learned that day that the more intense and cringy it got, the more turned on I was getting. He left me on the ottoman, and he told me to sit there and suck or fuck anyone who wanted to whenever they wanted to. I sucked two more guys off and fucked another two. I came and came and came some more. I sat there on the leather ottoman leaking jizz out of me, face covered in it, hair full of it, waiting to be somebodys fuck hole whenever they pleased. When they all left late into the night, I went home with dried sperm on my face, on my shirt, in my hair, and I smelled like a jizz bucket. I had gotten so into being a fuck doll that I didn't want to leave, but I had to get home. It didn't matter. My husband was a dry fuck at the time. Missionary on Sunday type thing, and he knew I was cheating left and right on him. He just looked at me when I walked into the bedroom at 3 am and told me to take a shower before I got into bed. Now, what really happened? He had his friends come over, and I did suck his dick, just like I said. He offered me to all his other friends, and I was so ready to be filled up with gallons of sperm that I was practically begging them to fuck me without being asked. No one would do it. It's hard to get guys to whip out their dicks in front of other guys, almost impossible if they have erections. They want one on one time, which I would have done, but Scott made it clear it was here and now or no pussy. There were more of them, probably around ten, and at least half of them caught me alone later on and tried to get me to go out with them. It turned me off because they didn't have it in them to put it in me when the chance was there, so none of them got near my pussy. My point here is I like being sexually taken over to the point I am nothing more than a cum receptacle for all to see. I want to be dripping sperm from every hole for all to see and ridiculed. I would cum so fast on the spot it's silly. I actually may have been too eager to be humiliated, which scared them away. I told you this story because the latter is accurate, not a made-up porn plot or something to turn you on if this is your thing. The first part is what I wish would have happened, and that, my friends, is my cue to go rub one out, so catch you later!