Why the video with a dick inside of me? Because the video w..

Why the video with a dick inside of me? Because the video with me eating a pussy isn’t happening. Bummer for me, and I guess those of you who were interested. But, as is par for the course these days, these things get canceled. Not by me, I never cancel. Someone says lets shoot, I’m there. I don’t know why, but most people don’t find shooting videos fun. Two reasons, I would guess. First, they really don’t want to be doing it in the first place and the only reason they do it is they thought they would get a fast buck. They find out quickly it’s work and there is no fast buck. So they cancel constantly until they just disappear into the vast porn graveyard of porn Wanna be’s. Second, and this applies to mostly guys. It is simply a fantasy, and when it comes down to it, they realize they don’t really want to be doing porn videos for the world to see. I, on the other hand, absolutely love getting hard cocks inside of me on video for the internet to peruse and jack it to. It’s not work for me because the end result is what I love to do, which is get semen deposited inside me, in several places. I am not ashamed to admit it. Call me a cum junkie, cock hound, pussy whore, whatever, it beats snorting shit up the nose or drinking it out of a bottle. Anyway, no pussy for me on video today. So, I made the next best thing, a video with a toy that someone sent me but didn’t include a note to let me know who it was from. The said sender should let me know right away! What happened to my trainer? He fizzled out. I tired of trying to get him to stick his dick in me. I really need to find another trainer because I really want a trainer to properly dick me and leave me full of jizz after a sweaty workout. I don’t know why that is such a turn on for me, but it is. I spent too much time and energy trying to get him to slip inside of me so it ended up being a huge horny buzzkill. I would have settled for swallowing his creamy baby batter. But the only hard thing I got my hands on was the barbells. I have stated this before; I don’t care if you are married, dating, single, whatever… I only want to borrow your cock for an hour or so and whoever you call your significant other can have you back. The only thing I will take from you is your sperm. I’m keeping that. You can always make more. So, since I can’t seem to get him to deposit any jizz anywhere on me or in me, I will move on to someone who will. That is the current situation with my trainer in case you wanted to know. You probably didn’t. But now you know anyway. What else? Guys flirt with me at the worst times. I lost my wallet today in the grocery store and one of the 20 something guys who stocks stuff, not sure if he is an employee or outside contractor, was all up in my stuff. He was hot. I was preoccupied, and I brushed him off. What I should have done was suck him off. But I didn’t. I wandered around the store looking for my wallet that I left in the car like a ding dong. I was convinced that I brought it in with me, but again; I left it in the damn car. I went back to find him and pfft; he was gone. Another penis that got away from me, dammit! I feel bad for my box. It could have used a nice 20 something, new dick in it. I got to the car and all I think about was how hard I imagined his cock to be and how much cum would exit those twenty-something testicles. I forgot what he looked like but I had a perfect mental image of his penis… a penis that I have not yet seen but do hope so to see very soon. I have never noticed him before. I am not sure of his status there but I am going to go back tomorrow and dressed such that he knows my pussy is open for business for his dick. If he is even there. I will probably just wander around the store like a lost slut that’s out of food. Anyway, I will keep you posted! Catch up with you all later!