Here we go. Feeling pretty go today. That’s a plus. Don’t th..

Here we go. Feeling pretty go today. That’s a plus. Don’t think I’ll fuck today, just to be sure, but I’m not saying I won’t jerk a guy off. I have an itch to rub a dick empty today. I can almost feel the stiffness of it in my hand as we speak. I can get Ryan over here today, and I can get Tony today. Tony is going to want to slip it in me. As much as I want to, I’m superstitious about these kinds of things. I feel like if I get a great fuck in, it’s going to prolong my recovery from this stupid cold. That doesn’t mean I can’t empty a set of testicles for someone, though. I know. What do I get out of jerking a guy off? Well, sometimes, a girl just wants to feel a cock in her hands. It doesn’t have to be in me, and I don’t have to cum. I just like holding it, rubbing it, making it cum. Dicks are addictive because they are so fascinating. I watch a lot of videos where all the guys do is masturbate and cum. The solo cum compilations are my favorite. This is a bit of an overshare, but I watch the cum shots, and I decide whether or not I would drink their sperm. If it’s just a loose, watery spit, most likely no. If it’s long ropes of jizz, yes. I can almost taste the jizz, and it makes my mouth water along with my pussy. Even if it's runny but a lot of it, I nod my head yes…I would eat that sperm. The thing is, most of the guys I’m watching are most likely gay and wouldn’t let me near their dicks. That doesn’t mean I can’t watch them jerk off, though.

I have decided against letting the guy who fucked me in the parking lot fuck me again. After Facetiming with him, I have found that, in my opinion, he has really let himself go. My first impression after seeing him on camera was that this wasn’t the same guy I had pumping cum in my pussy bent over the step rail of a truck. The last time I saw him, he was in his early 20s, had a high fade haircut, and was fit and trim. Last night, he was sporting a scraggly long untrimmed beard. His hair was the same but looked greasy, and if I had to guess, he put on 50 lbs. So much so that I went and looked at the few pictures I have of him and thought to myself, “Wow, that’s a drastic change in a few short years.” Here's a pure Brooke Tyler opinion based on no fact whatsoever, but I think I may be correct. Life is too easy for a lot of people. They have whatever they want, and it all comes so easily. It takes away the drive, the motivation, the ambition. They end up like this guy. A mess. His days of knocking down pussy like a king, I fear, are over. Too much input, not enough output. Had he kept himself in good general appearance, I could probably let the weight gain slide, but it’s that sloppy, dirty, homeless appearance that’s dried my pussy right up. So, no parking lot fucking for him. Hopefully, I will find someone else to breed me standing up in a parking lot.