Here are some pics for Matt. Now to the blow-by-blow. Ryan w..

Here are some pics for Matt. Now to the blow-by-blow. Ryan was fun today. He couldn’t fuck me, but still, it was fun. His dick would not get hard. I mean, it stayed floppy and worthless. Completely unusable. It happens. Certainly not the first time a guy He was devastated. I was disappointed. The dummy had tears in his eyes he was so upset. When he started getting angry about it that’s when I decided to call it a day. Look, I don’t have a dick. I wish I did, but I don’t. I understand the fact that guys have more things that need to happen for sex to occur, and it doesn’t always go as planned. But when you get mad to the point of kicking things…I’m out. Nine times out of ten, I can make something happen in these situations, but not when you get unreasonable. So, I got dressed and headed for the door. He became super apologetic, and I appreciate that. We all have our moments. So, I sat with him briefly, and we talked it out. He was upset that I postponed our fuck date so I could fuck Rob instead of him. He said it made him feel like I didn’t care about him. And he’s right, I really don’t. I didn’t say that, but let's throw the cards on the table. Ryan is fun to look at, it’s fun to put his dick inside of me, and I enjoy our sex together, but that’s about it. I know he left his wife for me, screwed up his life, and all that other stuff. That’s on him, and I never asked him nor inferred that he should do any of that. So, I guess when I canceled his dick in favor of Robs…that hurt his feelings in a hard way. But wait…is that really it? It gets somewhat twisted because when I started asking him if it upset him that I was bored and just bent over and didn’t move the last time he pumped me, he got a bit hesitant. But his dick looked like it was now a semi. I asked him if it bothered him that I liked Rob's cock better than his. He was saying no, but now his dick was properly hard. For fucks sake, guys. Just say what turns you on. Of all people, I’m not the one to judge anyone's kink. I don’t even know what Ryan’s kink really is. He never made it clear. What I do know is that I stroked his cock and asked him how it felt to have his dick in an asshole that was just stretched vastly wider than his dick would ever be able to do. When I asked him how it felt to use Rob's sperm as lube, he shot himself in the chest with his cum. That’s all the satisfaction I needed. So, I left him in his crappy little apartment/motel room, cleaning his jizz off himself. I know I didn’t get fucked, I still need to, and I’ll see what I can do about that, but I’m very satisfied with today's turn of events. I like that he’s giving into some kinks. I like that it’s hard for him to admit that he has a deviant streak. He has elevated himself in my book. He earned himself some extra credit, so to speak. Good for him. Now, either Tony is going to show up, or Scott is going to be pumping my biggest, fattest dildo in my hole when he gets home. There will be some cock in my holes, be it real or plastic, one way or another tonight. Ryan has given me such delicious things to think about. I’m anxious to see how strong of an orgasm I’m about to have!