Scott walked into the bedroom while I was sitting naked on m..
Added 2023-12-10 00:10:55 +0000 UTCScott walked into the bedroom while I was sitting naked on my bench, putting makeup on. It was awkward. I covered up, and he closed the door. He said he was sorry he would knock from now on. I don't think I have ever been happier in my marriage to Scott. Plus, it turned me on. So much so that I wish I hadn't masturbated earlier today for you all. Now I want to go out and see if can scrounge up some strange dick. But, and the odds are slim that he will...unless he has a huge cock, I wouldn't feel him. At least not for a few days yet. I should have waited, but I couldn't help myself.
I wouldn't mind just giving a guy a handjob tonight. I really do enjoy giving them. The whole thing, from start to finish, is an experience. I like guys to be soft when I start so I can feel them grow in my hand. It's so cool to feel them go from soft and floppy to long and hard with the head sticking out at me. I can own a guy when I have his dick in my hand. I can make him lock his body up at will. On some guys, I can find that magical spot under the balls where the dick connects and feel it is cramping up and jerking around, trying to pump cum that just isn't ready to leave the balls yet. Dammit. I'm making myself even hornier thinking about holding a cock in my hand. Anyway. I would love to give a handjob tonight. I have to find the right guy to do it with. I have this mental picture of him drooling sperm on my hand in the corner of a bar and then making him watch me lick it off my fingers. That freaks some guys right out. I've had some dry heave a bit. But then they always ask me to do it again, which I find odd. It turns me right on like a light bulb. It's sperm; it's a part of you, and I have removed it from your balls and eaten it...so now it's a part of me. And just the thought of that makes me just a little bit wetter. I wish I could "ejaculate" jizz. Just once, so I have an inkling of what it feels like. I feel like God cheated me by not giving me balls. Just saying. I'll shut up now. Catch you all later, heading out!
