Who wants to be faithful? My answer to whether I would ever ..

Who wants to be faithful? My answer to whether I would ever be loyal to my husband. No. I don't see it being a thing. Why would I be faithful? I am so happy with being unfaithful; why in the world would I want to only fuck my husband when I can get new and better dick. It's easy being a girl. I don't have half the worries. Specifically, I don't have to worry about stress or anxiety causing my dick to struggle to get hard. It simplifies the want and need to chase and have as much dick as humanly possible. Being faithful doesn't fit into that scenario. Anyway, my husband isn't even close to being enough dick. Bob is enough. He's the only one. He makes my holes unusable for Scott, and I like that. Ryan, he's close, but I'd cheat on him as well. Paul, no go. I turned him gay. Tony, I don't see him anymore. But if I did, I'd cheat on him immediately. Connor, I fucked his friend in front of him...so yeah, I'd cheat on him as well. Mostly because he lets me. Again, Bob. He has the cock to keep my pussy dick free from other men. But Bob doesn't want me like that. He just sees me as a walking fuck toy with multiple holes to stick his dick in when he feels like it, and that's good enough for me. So no, being faithful isn't in my future.

Am I natural? Obviously not. I take 1/10 of a CC of Test every week. Did that grow my clit? A little bit, but even when I was not on Test, it was big. Like Bob, though he ended up with a perfect dick, I was blessed with a big overactive clit. How did I get started on Test? Easy. I had a hysterectomy way back in my late 20s. They had pills they gave me for hormones. Then they were discontinued, and I got the shots with Test in it. It's called HRT, as in hormone replacement therapy. The side effect of that was it immediately changed my voice to deeper. Like instantly. I'm okay with that; I don't even care, nor did I ever. Once it changes, it's forever, so why worry about it? But years later, I figured I didn't need it, and I quit taking everything but the Test. Why? It was to replace my hormones and sex drive. My sex drive never went away. It's only become more robust and intense when I quit using everything except the Test. I can go back on them anytime, but why would I? Anyway, I still take 1/10 of a CC of Test every week, and though it's probably not enough to do anything, in my mind, it's helping my workouts. I don't want to end up like most of these chicks do, where their face looks like a dude. Let's be honest: most of them dry up and look like men facially wise when they pump too much Test into themselves. With that said, and this sounds silly, I want to increase my Test to 2/10s of a CC and see if I can make my clit bigger. Why? I don't know. Maybe it's a dick thing but for girls. I want a bigger clit. I just know it will be more sensitive, and I'll cum harder. Actually, I don't know it, but in my mind...that is what will happen.