With Bob, my dignity isn't important when it cums to bringin..

With Bob, my dignity isn't important when it cums to bringing pleasure to his cock. It's hard to care about dignity when you are slurping up sperm that spilled from your asshole off the bedspread. The thing is, I'd rather be a hole for cocks than worry about my dignity. He pumped my asshole in the missionary position. It was incredible. I could see every expression on his face. Every time he pumped inside me, my pussy made this amazing sloshing sound. There was nothing in it. I was that wet. It was so hot. There is something crazy about having a man's cock inside your colon, where it doesn't belong, and where it's visibly moving your insides around that changes a girl. When the head of his dick hit so deep in my guts that it, all by itself, set off an unbelievable orgasm, you realize you are nothing more than a cum thirsty hole. And that's okay. I don't have to be anything else. Why should I fight it? The way I came with his dick in my ass last night was pure bliss. No drugs required, no alcohol required, just a solid two hours of orgasms. The most intense being the last one with his dick in my ass. Did it hurt? Hell yes, it did. His cock is stupid big. But oddly enough, my pain is his pleasure, and his pleasure becomes my orgasm. Make sense? Probably not, but again, who cares? It works for me. I know my place with Bob. Sucking the sperm out of his testicles with my asshole makes me feel complete. Does that sound bad? Like I'm weak? It probably does, but I think it's my instinct to serve cock. Probably not much I can do about it, nor would I want to. Last night was some of the most prolonged, strongest, most intense orgasms of my life. If being a cum dump living to serve cock achieves that...I'm super happy about it.

He went home around midnight last night. I wish he would have stayed. He is coming back this afternoon. Hopefully, he stays through the night. Maybe his wife will find someone and never come back home. Wishful thinking. I'm not going to lie about this. I am doing everything I can with all of my holes to make him want me more than his wife. I would love to have him all to myself.