I do get a lot of guys, both on here and ones I run into, th..

I do get a lot of guys, both on here and ones I run into, that think they have to talk me into sex. Like, I'm not really sure I want to be doing it and need some encouragement. Here's the news. I don't put a dick in my mouth to pleasure a guy. I do it to pleasure myself. It's a pastime of mine that I so happen to love doing. I don't look into your eyes to ensure I'm doing it right. I look into your eyes to see how I control your every move and thought. To watch you make that ridiculous cum face when your balls finally start pumping cum. I can and have ruined careers and marriages because guys get desperate to repeat that cum high they got when I emptied their testicles down my throat the night before. So desperate they make life-impacting judgment errors. Ryan is living in a $279-a-week motel because he chased that cum high. Even if you still think you can maintain control, think about this. Your dick is between my teeth, so who is really in charge here?

I know. You watch porn. It always looks like the chick has to do everything possible to make the guy happy. And I like happy guys. But I want to be happy myself. So, no, I'm not going to make ridiculous sounds or try and gag-chunk myself, so it feeds into some ego thing. I love to suck a dick. I do. So much so that I have to explain to the guys that I don't want them touching me. I just want to suck their dick and eat the cum. I don't want cum on my tits, face, or anywhere else. I want to drink it down. Thats it. Eating cum is 50 percent of my enjoyment, so let me enjoy it. I want to taste it 5 hours later. I don't want to clean it off me, the bed, or the floor. I will tell you that I separate the man from his dick and that I don't really care about him. He's just a vessel to carry the dick around for me. And that is true to an extent. But the rest of the body's reaction when a man cums is essential. The physical act of making a guy cum is beyond fascinating for me. I find it incredible how it all syncs to get to that one final blissful moment. The hardening of the cock. The twitches, the spasms that almost look like cramps, the pumping. I like to put my finger in that spot right behind the balls where something joins together, and I have no idea what it is. Sometimes you can see it in porn when a guy cums. You can feel it pump when a guy cums. I have to find that spot, and I always do. In my mind, my finger massaging that little pump is making his orgasm all that much stronger. I don't know for sure, but I like to think it does. Anyway, all of it mind blowing hot for me. That is probably why I have always loved sperm. It's just so amazing what it takes to get it to leave the balls. When I do get the release, I want to feel it, taste it, and make it part of me by eating it. By taking a man's sperm and eating it, I make a part of him a part of me forever. I know. Weird. The whole blog is bizarre today, but I'm just telling you how I see it. Watch porn. Watch how 99 percent of all porn chicks who proclaim they love cum shy away from it. Make that face that screams, "I'm not getting paid enough for this." Then, find that 1 percent who get excited. You can see it in their eyes. The anticipation. The lust for it. They never make that "pretend not to be horrified face." They eat the sperm like it's the last meal on earth. Every damn time. Find that girl. Marry her. Just don't expect her to be faithful to you, and you will be fine.