Hey guys, lil update. It's really personal so you can skip i..
Added 2021-03-04 23:18:57 +0000 UTCHey guys, lil update. It's really personal so you can skip it. This morning I got a text from my now ex claiming he was going to kill himself. He is in Korea, and I haven't heard of him since. I think I might have exploded too much at him, and childishly trying to "get back" at him by fucking my good friend was probably not the best route. I feel really lost and would normally hold a live where I drink a bunch and take as much klonopim as humanly possible, but my ex MIL wants to come over tonight to talk about things so I can't do that. She will be staying with me over the weekend. I am not sure this is exactly the kind of lack of boudaries I should be having with her, considering my situation, but I think people are just scared I do something stupid. I don't know. If I'm not responsive in PMs it's because I'm processing a lot emotionally right now. I apologize. I will try to otherwise post content, but might otherwise be "idle". Sorry guys.
