my ass was looking GOOD this day 👀
my ass was looking GOOD this day 👀
2025-03-26 18:41:54 +0000 UTC View Postmy ass was looking GOOD this day 👀
2025-03-26 18:41:54 +0000 UTC View Poststill waiting on tips to post videos 🥰
2025-03-26 18:41:05 +0000 UTC View Postadded my website back to my page
no socials i’m not promoting anymore
but my forms of payment are on there and throne
my menu needs to be updated but it’s on there as well
if you want 3some content sub to @kikistarflower
or message me for my telegram can’t post on here
🥹🤍
there’s 20 of you here again yay 🥹🤍
2025-03-26 17:37:51 +0000 UTC View Postwould you join me in the jacuzzi?
2025-03-26 16:21:28 +0000 UTC View Posti will post a video once i’m tipped
idc if it’s one post or multiple
i really need the help right now
vacation was doing me WELL lemme tell ya 🖤
2025-03-24 15:40:24 +0000 UTC View Postif i could get tips to post more that would be cool
def need some motivation after this hard month
tips would def help me post more and make content
i’m ready to do some shoots and videos
but i’m struggling a lil with money
and this is my only income atm
thank you i’ll be posting pics until i’m tipped
once i’m tipped i’ll post more videos
xoxoxoxoxo appreciate you all so much
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they’re so big it’s kinda crazy
you guys wanna see some micro bikini pics?
pics of me in the shower at the airbnb?
stay tuned ❤️
i decided last night that i will be getting a regular job
as i need the money
i have so many bills on top of rent
taking care of my cats
nevermind groceries and household shopping
gas and laundry it’s endless really
i need to focus on getting a fulltime
so i can have a stable income point blank
i can’t rely on one person or the few that send lil sends BUT i also decided i’m not rebranding anymore
i’m gonna continue to use this onlyfans
rebranding is too much work
especially when i made a name for myself 5 years ago and i’ve busted my ass since
nobody will take that away from me
i won’t be on socials at all though
won’t be doing this fulltime
i’ll be doing picture and video shoots here and there
i will take requests for customs and i’ll still do sessions
i’ll still do rates as well
but i won’t be promoting myself on socials
for my safety first and foremost
but also for the fact i’ll only be doing this for extra $
regardless thank you all for supporting me
especially this past month it’s been a crazy month
deciding what i want to do and need to do
but things are somewhat looking positive now
i think i may have found a job that’ll hire me
i will still have the same website as well
i just need to fix it up and i’ll be making another throne if you want customs lmk please
as money is tight rn
cause it’s towards the end of the month
any help is appreciated until i can start working
i’ll most likely be having a 4/20 sale
also will prob do an easter shoot w pics and videos
so keep an eye out!
xoxoxoxo 🤍
hey guys i’m not posting on here anymore
also @kikistarflower is in the process of deletion
please lmk if you want my new page
won’t be posting it for safety reasons
thank you for those following me on the new journey
🥺🤍
💚 REMINDER 💚
made a new onlyfans just ask for the new @ guys ✨
rebranding but not posting it on here for my safety
if you’d like my new site message me
thank you
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just got my biggest send ever.
makes me question why i’m leaving.
with so much support still.
unsure what to do.
coming back from florida def has sucked a little bit.
as you guys know a lot happened before our vacation. during our whole vacation it became a thing of the past. i enjoyed my vacation and was glowing.
i decided during my vacation i’m gonna move forward.
give up sexwork.
this may would’ve been five years doing what i love.
august would be 3 years doing it fulltime.
it’s sad that others envy me and hate me that much.
to the point they had to dig up stuff from so long ago.
cancel me. i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t heartbroken.
having to give up this job.
it’s the one job i worked so hard at.
it’s the one job i’ve managed to keep.
it’s the one place i felt like i belonged.
it was the only job i felt successful.
but as long as i’m kiki on socials and not myself.
i will continue to get harassed and bullied.
so i have to unfortunately step away.
people are still going with the whole bit.
which i know i’m not the person they say i am.
so that doesn’t bother me but i know it’ll affect me.
if i stay and i won’t be successful.
bc people are literally watching my NSFW socials.
to make sure i leave the community.
anybody who follows me or is friends with me.
have been getting harassed and messaged. it sucks.
so time to close the curtains. a big RIP to kiki.
feels like i’m losing a big part of me.
which is why giving up sexwork sucks so badly.
i’ve put so much into it for years.
it’s gotten me by this whole time.
i was finally seeing SO MUCH success.
but i guess all good things have to come to an end.
all the money i spent on lingerie and toys and props.
all the time i spent editing and promoting and posting. all the videos and shoots i did. it breaks my heart.
the connections i made whether it was other creators. or regulars. this job has gotten me by.
when nowhere would hire me back in 2022.
and i haven’t looked back.
it’s scary now jumping back into it.
trying to find a decent job that’ll hire me.
i’m not built to work for some work with my autism.
and mental illnesses stop me.
as i get very overstimulated and overworked easily.
so looking for anything better will be a struggle.
i’m so nervous. it’s been so long.
but i’m ready for this new chapter. goodbye for now.
and this isn’t defeat or running away by any means.
but i must do what’s best for myself and my life.
this isn’t me throwing up a white flag.
it’s closing the book and writing a new story for myself. starting over.
thank you guys for all the support.
thank you to everybody who believed in me. this sucks. maybe someday i’ll come back and rebrand.
but as of right now i’m leaving for good.
for my own peace and sanity.
thank you for an amazing 5 years everybody.
maybe i’ll come back at some point but right now idk.